The Fabulous Return of....well....me.

So two years have miraculously flown by and I'm a very different girl to the one who sat at this same keyboard in July 2010.

I guess I don't stick to much for very long which always goes a long way to explain my blogging frequency. I flit from one thing to the next always searching for something. I don't know what that something is, and it's proving to be awesome at hide-and-seek. Haha.

I didn't finish university. It was my precious sanity and my children or my degree, and no education is more important than my health and kids. I spent a long time, like a year and a half, in the grip of a non-relationship. I was in love, he wasn't, but continued to take full advantage of the fact.

Lesser factors include needing to nap more than blog, struggling and making progress in becoming a better parent, and building a series of bridges with old friends and family. I also lost my best friend in a silly one-sided (her side!) argument that to this day I have no knowledge of.

Ah well. So it goes.

Now here I sit/stand/crawl, depending on the day and my frame of mind. My mental health is fabulous, my kids are well-balanced, healthy and happy (unless we talk about how computer time is enough!) and I'm in a new relationship. That is a whole other post.

I'm cooling down from a full-on blubbering rant/paddy, caused by my less than sensitive other half. He loves me I know this much, but damn boy, send a  text it makes me feel all included in your life and shit. I hate being ignored. It really grates on my nerves. So i had a small meltdown. More Eyjafjullkull (Icelandic ashcloud causing volcano) scale than Vesuvius, but i felt justified. As ever, I was proved wrong. My new catch sleeps like a sloth - often and loooonngggg. I, on the other hand, sleep about six hours if that, and once I'm awake, I'm up. It's like negotiating with terrorists sometimes to get the lad to wake up. And yes, I have tried sex, bacon and that other thing that wakes every other man on the planet up. No dice. GRRR. 

My head hurts now from the spilling of long forgot crap and newly acquired headaches. 

So, welcome back me.